call it hypobol, but thought bubble has changed me, being told the truth, has changed me, now i know that i will likely not achieve my goals, i want them extra hard, i must not fail, if i have then everything is for nothing my entire academic career is geared towards buying time, so that the other things in my life will happen, maybe its about time i took a jump forward and made them happen, so i will. enough talk, in all areas of my life eventually talk runs out, and action is needed, just ask student finance, cos they arent going to know whats hit them.